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The name is katt, a senior in high school ready to get far away from Orlando. i have a wonderful boyfriend of whom i want to spend forever with. many things make me smile and maybe you will be one. ask and i will answer <3 i dont bite i swear <3

I’m ruining days
I’m ruining moments
Each and every one of them
Crying in corners
The daylight seems so bright
But the night brings unnecessary fights
Depression seeps in
My old lonely friend
A monster. Destructive and aloof
I wish I could get rid of her for good
I feel spoiled rottin
Overdue and showered in sarcastic compliments
Filling everyone else’s mouth with them
Digging up so much heartache in the end
Why do I keep on ruining what are supposed to be my best days
Am I just blaming someone else for my own pain?
Or maybe by a slight chance, am I not insane?